What I have done can’t be erased.
All I can do is move forward.
It was so wrong what I did. As a result, I have left bad impression on people which will remain forever with me. The scars. No matter how good I do now, those misfortunes will always stick by me.
I wonder, how did I do that? I asked myself millions of times, Was this me? Yes. It was only me. My soul shouts and my heart cries.
I wish I could go back to the past and change everything.
I wish 😦
The worst part is I have to dwell upon it throughout my life. I hate it when anything reminds me of that single thing.
Today an incident happened to me at morning while I was on the way to college for my exam which reminded me of a terrible mistake I committed in my past. I have been distressed since then. I kept blaming myself for that one thing during the way and while writing my exam too. Thank God, it didn’t ruin my exam. But the bad part is, it really left me sad. Full of regret.
I wish I could change the happenstances.
The point is our words and actions always remain with us. They have to be carefully done and taken.