Sitting on bed my back against the bed frame, I feel something loathsome. I know there it is; the brownish creeping creature that usually scares me like anything, giving tremors in my heart. This time, I sit with more comfort and ease. Not anymore. Now, I can feel it crawling on the wall behind me, maybe an inch close to my hair falling on my back. But, I don’t fear anymore. The lizard.
In the darkness of night, the asterism of the glittering sky shine like a new ray of hope embedded in a distressed mind, thus unveiling the hidden mysteries. The miraculous galaxies spell magic over the land and add a magnificent touch to the whole world. In the serenity of night, the zillions of stars dominate the earth, shower its love to it like a zealous admirer.
Not only goodness comes with a great cost.
You need to own even a bigger heart to show off your atrocity to the whole world.
Ain’t it? Is it easy to be bad? Well yes.
Is it easy to show off your badness to everyone? Hell NO.
It is not easy as it seems.
Being good is good. Being good is divine. Almost every pain and hurdle in this world can be effaced by virtue of good deeds and genuineness. But not everyone is good to others. Being benevolent is not everyone’s cup of tea. In this self-centered world, there are less number of people who care about everyone and put their best efforts to help others without any pinch of selfishness.
And there are those who are uninterested in stories out of their circle. But these people often comes with a mask embedded on their face. No one reveals his/her badness blatantly. Of course, who wants to be hated in this world or being recognised as a fiend. Everyone desires to be loved, even the worst of the hearts.
What about a little share of people who shamelessly flaunt their immorality or I should say, they don’t fake it, the goodness thing? At least, they are better than those who befool the world. It’s not easy to be true to the world. It takes even greater courage and bigger heart to show off being bad. At least, these kind of people can be trusted, if at times, we can’t blame them for being good or bad, as they already revealed you their true colors.
Be Good or bad, at least be real to the universe and yourself.
If you can’t give it, don’t fake it.
My mind bombarded by
Loaded with ambiguities.
My heart being precarious,
A constant wave of emotions.
My soul wanders in quest for
Entangled in my conflicting
state of heart and mind.
How do I deal with such
I wonder if this world is a
My mind questions my own
Divine is busy in writing our destinies while I am immersed in creating my own.
Finally the time came to bid him a last goodbye. It had to be the last never to be exchanged anything. Things had already reached the verge of extinction of our relationship and there was nothing left to savour or cherish. Sadly and unfortunately, it turned to a hollow cave from a bed of roses. Feelings, emotions and desires are sometimes need to be swallowed within ourselves to protect the inner self and heart in distress. The goodbye was heart wrenching. My entire existence sank into a pool of melancholy. My eyes shed the tears and my lachrymose heart bled as if someone struck the walls of my pumping organ with a stone. But I very well knew, my heart required relief. Relief from a one-sided relationship I was bound to, waiting for things to settle and miracles to happen someday that were never to come. Eventually, that final goodbye mollified my heart and the pangs of misery disappeared.