all the dayI gather my broken pieceswith my handssettle them downwash them offand striveI shine like sun. all the nightI break myselfinto dejected pieces again3 am. is a fightit ruins allI talk to my ghost. -SHREYA
Sitting on bed my back against the bed frame, I feel something loathsome. I know there it is; the brownish creeping creature that usually scares me like anything, giving tremors in my heart. This time, I sit with more comfort and ease. Not anymore. Now, I can feel it crawling on the wall behind me,… Continue reading I don’t Fear Anymore
My mind bombarded by random thoughts, Loaded with ambiguities. My heart being precarious, A constant wave of emotions. My soul wanders in quest for peace, Entangled in my conflicting state of heart and mind. How do I deal with such uncertainties, Hiding underneath. I wonder if this world is a delusion, My mind questions my… Continue reading The Quest
Do you suffer from Time anxiety? The fear of wasting time. I have this trait in myself, I plan my things and task deliberately and ensure to accomplish it in sufficient time. Yesterday only, I came to realize this thing in myself, I do fear wasting time. It sucks me. I can’t boast that I… Continue reading Does Anyone Else Has Time Anxiety?
The only thing I fear is People change their priorities as time changes. There are always qualms in my mind regarding my closed ones. Will they be present for me after years and years? The flying time haunts me. -Shreya
Sometimes, I fear. I fear too much of everything. People, Feelings, Dreams and many things. No, I am not weak. It’s just a bad phase. And I know I am strong enough to overcome this killing depression. I still smile. I am a kind of girl who stays happy, and then at the very next… Continue reading Letting My Fears Out