And for the first time,
This stillness of night
Feels heavy on my heart.
It seems as if
The blackness itself is
Showcasing me of
My miseries in my life.
La douleur exquise (n): The heart wrenching pain of wanting affection of someone unattainable
Your memories still linger here and there,
In the characters of my books I found you
In the lyrics of songs I loved
And your honey essence on my skin
And suddenly you disappeared from the sight
And left me yearning for everything to get back
This addiction and exquisite pain make me bleed for you
La douleur exquise!